i'm tired of everything le. You kindly dont understand hw i feel. You keep on telling mi uu are stress, you not free and all that! but uu just kindly dont undrstand mii! sometime i do really wanted to tell you i hate you. but? i dont bear to bt pls dont force mii to do so! mayb this is the right time for us to cool down and everything, since so long we have laughter together le, now we dont have le, only one person is working hard but the other is not is already useless le! just so stupid to wait for uur msg! seriously i wanted to ask uu who i'm to you but i tink i get the answer le!trust mii, if continue like tat, is not gonnna be forever le! can go die le, forget it, from start i have already know this dae will come but i dint know it come so early! thanks for being nice to mii in the past and i tink its time for mi to put down. i try not to tink but i really cant! mayb is not the right time to talk abt all this stuff! i really veri tired abt it le! end sooner and not so hurtful! why must i be the one taking the first step? why i'm the one that hope you will msg mii? this is the first time i write this kind of stupid thing in my blog and i tink it wil be the last time le