Posted @ Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Back from Zhu Hai. So tired and kinda sad! hais, many things happen and i tink i need to forget abt it?I hope i can! sigh, let dont talk abt it le! todae abt 12 sumting wake up and prepare. Went Malaysia cause my mum 4th auntie song ga. qutie sad as i also know her. She treat us veri good but too sad, old already and its already time up! But happy is, she die in peace. Mum was quite sad and she cried, and make until i almost cry. i try to ren, not to cry & i did manage.reach singapore ard 8 sumting, bath and eat my dinner, after awhile dad call and we went downb to find him, now is 12.15, just reach home. Whole dae my feeling was so down, i also dontknow why. Becos i'm tinking abt him, i promise myself not to tink too much but its really difficult for mii to put down someone that i ____. i hate having this kind of feeling, i dont know how to express out loh. and the stupid izen also nvr console mii, keep on concern abt her pro. mii leh? i also need someone to console de, seriously. it take turn uu understand my girl? sometime uu need mii i'm here but when i need uu uu will chance topic. you understand how i feel? sometimes i really feel so pissed off and wanted to cry! why everytime i'm sad i will be alone settling? sigh): Bt anyway, uu are there to chat with mii but i hope at least tink of my feeling and dont change topic. you understand? once i speak abt it uu will change veri quickly, what does tis mean?Hinting mii not to mention abt it becos uu doesnt want to listen to what i'm sad at or what? pls tell mii my dear):
ILY.ZTY
